Realizations;;

   A dear friend made it apparent to me as to why something isn't quite right, what my deal is, and how to explain my actions/reactions... I don't know why I didn't see things this way before. They made me question..


       how is it that one person can effect so much even after they're non-existent?
Or maybe it's that I'm letting it effect me... I'm not sure.


Either way, it leaves me with two options; Get over it or well... the other will be left unsaid.
That's the root of my problem.. at least I know where to begin now.


As another dear friend pointed out.. stop worrying. Take time for yourself; there's an abundance of it.
With time and effort; the rest will fall into place. As for now, I'll try to stop worrying, although it's not in my nature to do so...