First day of the semester...

It's been a long time since I've awoken before 12 pm... finally back to routine and a schedule.. got up at 8:30 am.. put on a fresh face and headed to my first new beginning in good old tuttleman. People, places, and the environment, yes! another environment class... not. This one seems to be extremely easier than the last one.. lecture hall, enthusiastic prof who tries to be funny, open book/note exams, and no final? Yes, I believe I'll be sticking with this one. Next, I was off to Tyler to experience another art history, holy deja vu. Completely new faces, easy enough class, very few notes, laid-back prof.. should be another easy go. Then I had a 3 hour break between classes.. got my super short reading in PPE done, then headed out to ritter hall for my first art class (2-D design? whatever that is...) what a complex, confusing building.. took a little bit to find the room, but it didn't matter since we were all locked out and the prof didn't even show.. a waste of 20 minutes.. then a few hours of boredom while the roommates were all out and about..


Tomorrow will be another interesting day.. only one single class. English. 4 - 5:40.
My Plan for Mondays & Wednesdays: Sleeping in, hitting up the gym, showering, grabbing a bite, then class... that's it :)

Nostalgia

I'm glad that I've kept this updated over break... NOT.
Well, it's been an interesting one i suppose, nothing too exciting happened, nothing thrilling... maybe that will change when I climb that mountain... got to see friends and family and show off our new home... and work.. ugh. that's about it.. a little drama, parties, nick's, hanging out with bryn, darry miller performances all over the place.. the end. updated.


currently i have a headache, which has been creeping up on me all day long unfortunately and rarely. i'm extremely pensive lately, so so many thoughts that i don't really know what to do with... people change so much, so many things change, and so extremely that it's too hard to comprehend so you just don't.. pretty much the only way to get around it. i miss art. i miss creating, i haven't been inspired. i miss a feeling of "home" and routine.. i miss my dorm room and my roommates and having my own life in the city. and working out, oh man do i need to do that.. i've probably gained 10 lbs. over break... i am excited to get back to the grind. it's time.

New Life

So it's official.. my first semester as a college student is completed. Our move to next door is 'finished' and I'm about to reside in lancaster for a whole MONTH! Boy, will I miss my lovely B422 ladies.. :( I'm looking forward to spending time at home with my family and Christmas coming soon and our trip to NYC... it'll be an exciting time...

What if I'm the distraction? Then what.. all along i 'thought' i was trying to distract myself.. and then i made myself think differently. No more 'distractions'.. there's nothing to distract yourself from... 'let them be your life' Okay, we'll try that, see how that goes... but i do think about it from time to time, the past.. i mean, only because i know what I'm thinking occasionally, i wonder if you think the same. I made myself serious because that's what i want. All of it. The good, the bad, I'm not naive. It's been so 'sugar-coated' and there's nothing wrong with that, it's been so 'sweet', but i want the 'grittiness', i know that's real.

And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all..

how strange to not know you, just a passerby, like any other typical student, ironically your birthday and with her, just passing on the street. that's it. gone in a second. just a joke now, to you and your friends, i've always been, just facing the facts... four months later. no connection at all. i'm glad you've found your happiness

One thing that truly overwhelms me is the answer to a prayer. Especially one that you forgot about. Thinking back over 2 years ago and remembering this one picture in my mind; two things that i really, really wanted to happen. Two HUGE things. After forgetting about it after two years, both prayers have been answered. At the same time. The picture in my mind is reality and i couldn't be happier. God truly does incredible things... That you don't even think are possible. :)

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